Majority of people on this website seems to be well informed and pioneering, which drove me to ask a question thats burning inside of me...   here goes.

If you lived in a country were rejecting your religion will results in certain rejection by your community and family and possibly death, if not officially, then on the hand of mobs...  Would you admit you have lost your faith?, and become an atheist? Or would you rather keep that secret burning inside of you, as moving country or dying is not a attractive option?