Strangers, colleagues - 

I'm in a bit of a crisis. This past year I fell in love with a girl who happened to be a devout Christian. I am myself an agnostic, but because of how much I cared about her, I pledged to look into it again with an open mind, hoping maybe I could find a way to believe. But I'm at the end of my search now, even more agnostic than I was at the beginning - and I am trying to find the best way to tell her. 

I've written an essay chronicling what I've gone through, and my reasons for disbelief. I may give it to her, I may not. But I was hoping a few of you with some free time might be willing to help a complete stranger by reading my essay and pointing out any perceived flaws or inaccuracies (I tried to do my research, but I'm sure I've made some mistakes). 

You can access the doc at the following link and leave comments. Naturally, please do not distribute: https://docs.google.com/document/d/15D7OaOmMtolz-K18WUvzDUpmvWcclO5pb0pH_relgJ8/edit  

In your debt,
D.