Your talk-talk helps convert towards God. Faith in God is born in the crucible of suffering; experiences of subjection, humiliation, physical torture, burning. It can’t evolve from the crucible of pampering. You’re more of a crucible of pampering type of guy.
I am too, but it is possible for us pampering types to have faith; all it takes is some humility and an appreciation of the puniness of human existence.
Your Converts Corner page has a definite Messianic flavour to it.
Richard, you’re like a kid alone in his playroom, roaring on a rocking horse, and really believing that you’re leading the charge of the light brigade.